Posted in Poetry, Writing on October 31, 2014| 11 Comments »
You’ve caused my heart
a great deal of pain over the years,
though at the moment
I can’t even feel it in my chest.
There’s a certain emptiness
swimming through my inward parts,
and I don’t know when (or if)
feeling will return.
I gave you the best of me,
the most genuine pieces of myself,
and though that meant witnessing
my worst moments as well,
it also meant you saw me
when I was vulnerable and afraid,
and your callous responses remain
burned into my nightmares to this very day.
Posted in Haiku, Poetry, Writing on October 31, 2014| 17 Comments »
Cupid’s arrow
feels more like Satan’s pitchfork
through my chest.
Posted in Poetry, Writing on October 30, 2014| 3 Comments »
Not the pages your eyes are drawn to,
but the bookmark that holds your place.
Posted in Poetry, Writing on October 29, 2014| 4 Comments »
This in between
without much hope,
it’s killing me
and I can’t cope.
Another letdown.
One more on the list.
I feel like a clown,
but I just can’t resist.
This game of sorts,
I’m tired of playing.
Lasting remorse,
I’m tirelessly praying.
Until the birth of tomorrow,
I’ll bow my head and rest.
Love, may I please borrow
a place upon your breast?
Posted in Poetry, Writing on October 28, 2014| Leave a Comment »
I’ll hide these tears behind my eyes
for the sake of clinging to phony strength.
If tomorrow our little love should die,
diminished will be the remains of my faith.
This pen has seen much heartbreak,
describing it in words so often used.
I wanted the fruit, I got the snake.
The turn of events left me confused.
What could justify this sudden departure?
I think to myself in the middle of the night.
You come close and then walk increasingly farther,
and I’m not sure which of us is in the right.
Praying over a daunting blank page,
moisture finally seeps into my vision.
Maybe we weren’t ready for the stage,
but I didn’t expect this head-on collision.
Posted in Haiku, Poetry, Writing on October 27, 2014| 3 Comments »
fallen leaves
fresh snow
old cliches
but their beauty remains
Posted in Poetry, Writing on October 26, 2014| Leave a Comment »
You’re quite the fickle soul.
Our friendship comes and goes.
Sometimes without a pulse,
sometimes devoid of lows.
I don’t know what makes you leave,
or impels you to return.
It’s an unfair cycle, I must admit,
drops of cold water on a lasting burn.
How can we go on like this?
Our paper smiles aren’t enough.
Maybe you wanted something more.
Maybe you went and fell in love.
Or maybe I’m speaking crazy words.
It’s much more likely you’re just a flake.
I’ll take my leave, up with the birds.
You won’t notice I’m gone when you awake.
